Project 'Curiousity'

I was bored ..well,while watching my surroundings I asked myself how curious a person can be and which results will come out if you don't get what you want.

The Project would start,by changing my status from 'single' to 'in a relationship' and just watch what would happen.

The condition was: That I would say the truth,and not lie to the people who would ask me about my status.

First of all,I want to say that I'm not a great or popular human,just a plain normal one ^^' xD So the results weren't that great,like I expected to.
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On the first day when I posted my status being 'in a relationship',no one responded to it. I was pretty curious and active and checked almost every hour if I got any response.

Days later,I got a response from a classmate who slightly asked me about my status,because I talked about a good male friend of mine. When I ignored her,she was getting more curious and with every 'attack' or more question she was getting slightly forceful. After saying,that I don't want to comment her statement, I could see that she was dissapointed and a bit annoyed but after a few days,she gave up and act like nothing happened.

A few days later while I was babysitting,a person who I rarely have contact with suddenly asked me about my status. And also here, I answered by "No comment". She was curious,too and asked me why I didn't want to give her a clear response. She asked me if I were ashamed and talked with me seriously about it.
I didn't change my attitude and still responsed with "No comment" and tried to distract her with other topics. She eventuelly went with the flow and we talked about other things and forget about the status. But since then,we never talked again.

Some days before the closing date,an old classmate who I had some contact with,not much but we still talked. More than friends but less than 'real' friends in my mind. He directly asked me about my status. Like the cases before I said that I didn't want to answer his question.
Surprising or more shocking,he had totally different attitude to my response and was very angry and frustrated. He wasn't insulting me but he wrote a message with his feelings which surprised me. Through that I could see his image or view of me. I couldn't tell him the truth since,because I would break rule of this project then.  Well, alltogether we never had any contact after that.

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I experienced some interesting events. During these events..I can say that I felt proud or more..the feeling of knowing something,that the others want to know.. So to speak, I felf I had power. It was a positive feeling.

What this project showed me is:
Curiosity is a normal thing. Because you want to know something,so you can get the feeling of satisfaction. Depending on the person,it will affect you of how curious or eager you can be.
By not knowing something,you will get the opposite of satisfaction,dissapointment,frustration and sometimes even anger and hatred.

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(I'm really sorry to all people who suffered because of my selfish project. I sincerly apologize)

It's really been a while :) A few months have passed and many things have happened. For example I graduated from school and I'm doing an volunteer year right now in a kindergarden.
Somehow I also discovered my passion for cooking :3
Here are some pics from my cookings :)

hot  Apple Crumble with vanille ice-cream  :3 really delicious ^^

 I made a birthday cake for my mother. Doesn't look so great but well,that was my first time making one :P

I baked the muffins as test muffins to try if they tastes good.
(from left to right)
The first one is with lemon grass,
the second one is with orange juice(I made the juice myself),

the third one is with apple juice (I made the juice myself too,it was hard..to be honest..^^')
And the one on the right side had orange and apple juice.

Spring finally started here ^^

Hi,guys
I'm kinda happy because of the nice weather...but...when I walked through the town...it was just...so hot O.O I wanted to go home ^^' But it feels nice..it's been awhile since we had this kind of weather.But I hope it doesn't get too hot..^^' or I will sweat like hell..^^''
Hmm,I took a picture from this morning. It's an apple tree from our garden.

Lol,after my job interview(I was super nervous >< I was thinking the whole time how I would introduce myself etc. even at school..^^') My parents and I went to an asia supermarket...and I discovered.....MOCHI ^^ Mochi is a japanese sweets. It's kinda chewy,but inside is this suit filling. ^^ Well,the dough is sweet too but the filling is yummy :33
I bought mochi with red bean taste and coconut taste *-* It was my first time eating them and it was so sweet ^^( I like sweet things :) )

(xD It was made in Taiwan ^^' xD lol)

Ohhh..it's been a while..again..^^' *sighs*
School still keeps me busy..and it's getting kinda busier and busier with every week. I still can't believe..that I'm going to graduate this summer..Somehow I still can remember my first days at my new school..or even some days at elemantary school ^^It's kinda amazing..times surely goes fast..Even though,I'm a teenager..and soon or well in a few years I'm going to be an adult..I feel like I did nothing..amazing in my life..until now..Well,I just walked to school every day except weekend,studied for school,met up with friends..read mangas or animes..and that's all..My life..sounds boring ..-_-'
I hope I can do something interesting in the future..like traveling,helping poor people in poor countries.And doesn't it sounds cool? Helping people? I mean if we were born in their place..we would want and hope for help too,right? ..Okay..alot of people spend money to organizations..but..helping people and see their happy faces..I think that's something you will treasure in your mind :) Of course it's going to be hard but every person should deserves a good,nice and enjoyable life. ...why fighting? They or ah well,you are just wasting your precious time..Well,you can't change the fact that you have to work or attend school..but well..try to make your life enjoyable with interesting things. :)

The life...or well my life...

I have school holiday..so I don't have school and just relax.
But after a week I'm so bored.. T-T and I don't really have friends to go out with..(yeah I know,I'm kinda pitiful but we just don't really share some interests..) Right now I'm sitting on a bank in the city where I live. While walking through the city..K noticed that life or well definitely my life is boring. I didn't thought much,listening to music while I was walking.
Well I mean after holiday I have to go to school like always.
Going to school,sitting in school and try to learn something,going home, eat somehing,make homework, doing some activities like meeting friends or so and sleep. And that's our daily route! okay adults have to work instead of going to school.. But still isn't that boring..? and the reason why we go to school is to get a good job and then to earn alot of money!
Why can't we erase the whole money in our world and just live peaceful together? Okay that's another thing.. but still...I think my life is boring that's why I want to do alot of things if I'm an adult :)

well that's it...it's getting kinda cold on this bank^^'

Hmmm...I'm not sure...or I don't really know...about what I will post next ^^' I know it's been awhile,but I'm busy and I dunno what I should write about..I'm sitting in the living room while drinking cocoa with cream. (Tastes really good^^) Mhmm I think about some themes and I will post something soon :)

Happy Valentine's day :)

I had time and was bored so I just decided to make chocolates. I'm single but I don't mind. I hope you also enjoy the day with your lover,partner or just with yourself. I gave some pieces to my family :3
It doesn't look so bad but it taste so I don't care really ^^
There's even white cream inside it ^^