Project 'Curiousity'

I was bored ..well,while watching my surroundings I asked myself how curious a person can be and which results will come out if you don't get what you want.

The Project would start,by changing my status from 'single' to 'in a relationship' and just watch what would happen.

The condition was: That I would say the truth,and not lie to the people who would ask me about my status.

First of all,I want to say that I'm not a great or popular human,just a plain normal one ^^' xD So the results weren't that great,like I expected to.
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On the first day when I posted my status being 'in a relationship',no one responded to it. I was pretty curious and active and checked almost every hour if I got any response.

Days later,I got a response from a classmate who slightly asked me about my status,because I talked about a good male friend of mine. When I ignored her,she was getting more curious and with every 'attack' or more question she was getting slightly forceful. After saying,that I don't want to comment her statement, I could see that she was dissapointed and a bit annoyed but after a few days,she gave up and act like nothing happened.

A few days later while I was babysitting,a person who I rarely have contact with suddenly asked me about my status. And also here, I answered by "No comment". She was curious,too and asked me why I didn't want to give her a clear response. She asked me if I were ashamed and talked with me seriously about it.
I didn't change my attitude and still responsed with "No comment" and tried to distract her with other topics. She eventuelly went with the flow and we talked about other things and forget about the status. But since then,we never talked again.

Some days before the closing date,an old classmate who I had some contact with,not much but we still talked. More than friends but less than 'real' friends in my mind. He directly asked me about my status. Like the cases before I said that I didn't want to answer his question.
Surprising or more shocking,he had totally different attitude to my response and was very angry and frustrated. He wasn't insulting me but he wrote a message with his feelings which surprised me. Through that I could see his image or view of me. I couldn't tell him the truth since,because I would break rule of this project then.  Well, alltogether we never had any contact after that.

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I experienced some interesting events. During these events..I can say that I felt proud or more..the feeling of knowing something,that the others want to know.. So to speak, I felf I had power. It was a positive feeling.

What this project showed me is:
Curiosity is a normal thing. Because you want to know something,so you can get the feeling of satisfaction. Depending on the person,it will affect you of how curious or eager you can be.
By not knowing something,you will get the opposite of satisfaction,dissapointment,frustration and sometimes even anger and hatred.

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(I'm really sorry to all people who suffered because of my selfish project. I sincerly apologize)

Ohhh..it's been a while..again..^^' *sighs*
School still keeps me busy..and it's getting kinda busier and busier with every week. I still can't believe..that I'm going to graduate this summer..Somehow I still can remember my first days at my new school..or even some days at elemantary school ^^It's kinda amazing..times surely goes fast..Even though,I'm a teenager..and soon or well in a few years I'm going to be an adult..I feel like I did nothing..amazing in my life..until now..Well,I just walked to school every day except weekend,studied for school,met up with friends..read mangas or animes..and that's all..My life..sounds boring ..-_-'
I hope I can do something interesting in the future..like traveling,helping poor people in poor countries.And doesn't it sounds cool? Helping people? I mean if we were born in their place..we would want and hope for help too,right? ..Okay..alot of people spend money to organizations..but..helping people and see their happy faces..I think that's something you will treasure in your mind :) Of course it's going to be hard but every person should deserves a good,nice and enjoyable life. ...why fighting? They or ah well,you are just wasting your precious time..Well,you can't change the fact that you have to work or attend school..but well..try to make your life enjoyable with interesting things. :)

Our Environment..

We all know that the environment of the world isn't so great...Countries gives the fault other countries,Politicans only says that we should do something against it but they don't do anything only saying 'We have to do something against it!' I'm sitting at home and just think "Then do something man! Don't just say some random words!"
Scientist trying to find a way to replace some sources. For example fuel. Electric cars are already invented but still have some mistakes. I heard maybe in the future we are driving cars with hydrogen. (I'm sorry,if I'm wrong) I just found a thing that's called fire glass. It produce heat and makes no smoke or ash. It's also more efficiently than wood.

Well,I just wanted to say we should really do something against it...we the commoners,rich and poor people and nobles! We can't just sit around and watch the politicans discussing about the ENVIRONMENT.
But the main problem is...the price...it's really expensive...Well,because it's expensive we all don't want to do something against it...It would be great if the price would sink so that we could do something against it..But again..money is the main reason...Sometimes I asked myself...why do we need money...why can't throw all the money away and just live peaceful..and every person has to work  together and give the other peoples a share without wanting anything..but hey...that's impossible I think...Some people are just arrogant and greedy.

Music connects people all over the world...

I'm a girl who loves Kpop. But even though I'm a teenager..I really respect other genres of music. I don't really like Justin Bieber,but I like a few songs from him. What's wrong with that?
Well,nevermind...I think Music...connects us..you and me,strangers from another country and us.
When I listened to this song,I got goosebums but I really enjoyed this song...it sounds just...great..
The music video is also fantastic...I...no ...just take your headset or earphones and listen to this song loud. Close your eyes and just enjoy the song. :)