*sigh...* Tomorrow,school is going to start...ah and between I'm a student ^^
Somehow I'm happy to meet my classmates..but somehow I don't want to meet them..you know I'm ore like...an allrounder in my class. I'm not their good friend or they enemies,I'm just their classmate. They think I'm a strange plain girl,well that's my character at school but at home I'm an anime and kpop fangirl.. I don't really hate or like them..they are just ..classmates,I guess...I don't understand them..maybe it's because I'm different from them...they like doing parties,meeting they friends and talking about other people and other stuff...but I don't feel comfortable by them..Then I prefer to talk with some strangers even....they and my personality is sooo different...I have two or three personalities..the plain girl at school,the girl who tries to comfort her bestfriend because she was ...dumped..and the honest,nice,polite and fangirl at home. No one has an interest in me...can't be helped,huh? I try best..but I still can't..even if I try to act as me...would they accept me? Do I want to be accepted by my class? I think no..
I just want live..
Life is really difficult...
Hi, I know exactly how you feel. I was the same in high school. While all my friends were dating, partying and hanging out with other groups I was the one that stayed home and read books. But I didn't get into mangas till after I graduated from college. Now that I look back I was deprive from the world of manga and anime. Maybe because the only ones that they advertise here then were Pokemon and Dragon ball z.
AntwortenLöschenOh,hi ^^ Thank you for following me. I'm really happy. Well,I'm not that popular and there are alot of other blogs,so I'm honored ^^
AntwortenLöschenOh,Pokemon and Dragonball z? There are really classic animes. Well,I still can't really get used to my classmates..but I try it at least..even though I have to change my personality...no I have to act like them :/ But I'm sure you and I can find friends who have the same interest like us and that you feel comfortable with them :)