...Live your life..

I'm telling you,you should live your life.....you should live and enjoy your life..
Unlike me..You know..I'm 15 and this summer I'm going to be 16 and graduate from school. To be honest..I have plans!..But my parents ..no my dad won't allow it..He works as a cook,and I want to be a patissiere..he said the work is tough and very hard and never allow it that I'm going to cook,bake or so.. But I really want to be like that... :) But I have to be 18 to attend this school who teach about pastry. That's good because with 18 I'm an adult and can decide for my own. I'm saving money and try not to spend so much money. I have got about 400 euros right now and for the application fee I have to pay about 300 euro,so that's settled but I want to save more...maybe I also have to pay for the ticket...

Well,after I graduate for school I decided to voluntary ecological year :) There'a also a city where I could start. I have to work on the field (harvest fruits and so). And that's not a farm,it's a convent! The view is beautiful..and nice...but...*sigh* my dad said that I should look for another thing..He said something like "It's better for you,believe me" *sigh* I know it's better I want to try this out. I don't mind working unlike him...My whole life I couldn't really work and I'm happy if I can,to be honest..I'm so often bored and just want to do something....But let's see...maybe he change his mind...Haha..I'm sure not..*sigh*